as long as u just do give up...

(1:25pm)
then i guess it is not a complete failure? well the past 2 days i have manage to only bp 1x each day... i guess that is at least some improvement right?
so all night i was up and down - kept needing to pee! good thing means not too dehydrated right? i drank a cup of water everytime i went to to bathroom to make sure - i hate those headaches! so i got up at 515 this am to pee and decided to take vitamins and med then go back to bed - so thats what i did... i got out the bed at 930 i just couldnt lay there any longer.. i was tired but restless and awake since 845 so oh well... got online and started my homework... logged into my messenger to talk to hubby but mostly just doing my work, emails and online survey... my computer is going so slow and missing half my letters when i type - its really frustrating and time consuming - a HUGE trigger right now as well! ugh! so i think this post will end for now and im gonna go laydown and read a book rather than cave into mia right now.