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Friday, February 04, 2011

another day - where's my dollar?

oh ya - i spent it on van payments! ugh - so tax monies came today - yay! but well a good amount is already spent and i need to try to save as much as i can... hubby comes home in 46 days!
yesterday was a long day and i bp more than i inteded - of course that seems to be everyday lately... anyway - i went downstairs and started with chex cereal and 35 cal almod milk - i was ok at first then it was just too much and i purged it all, showered and went back to bed... when i got up i went to try to get my haircut but as before they had no appts open so i ended up across the way at the thai restaraunt where i purged 2x there then went to sams and got candy bars and donuts which i ate some on the way home and purged when i got inside... later i went to the pawn shop and paid to get my stuff back and when i came home collapsed in exhaustion on the bed and fell asleep! when i woke, i had no dinner for my kids so i decided to take them to subway - with intentions of bp myself...while standing in line however i suddenly got the chills and severe nausea - i felt weak like i was going to passout... i decided against eating, paid for the boys sandwiches and sat while i waited for them to be prepared... we came home where the boys ate their dinner and i came back to my bed... i changed into shorts and a tshirt and climbed under the warm comforter and just rested... by then it was 630... i was wishing i had ordered me some sandwiches but was like well i have all the stuff downstairs if i really want it i can go make my own... at 7 i went downstairs and at4e some donuts and some chips with hummus... i purged and came to bed where i fell into a heavy sleep until 1130 when i was woken my by middle son... then i just tossed and turned the rest of the night... grrr...so tired but once im awakened even with melatonin - i cant seem to fall back to sleep...and if i do it is not very restful...
at 3am the grey cat came in for a visit... he decided it was snooping time and was exploring the items on the dresser to include a plastic bag making all sorts of ruckus - dumb cat... eventually he climbed down and just lay by my feet purring - an odd thing as the grey cat normally wont sleep on the bed if his people are there... after a bit he jumped down and the fat orange cat jumped up laying across my youngest son's legs and my feet... a few min later he was squeezing his way between the two of us and laid right across my son's arm and under mine - weird cat! he is usually not the snuggly type - he is a feet sleeper... so when he snuggles it is welcomed... the only problem was his motor was going and it seemed SO loud! eventually he made his way back down to the feet where he crashed until the alarm went off and the boys had to get up for school... then he decided it was time to go make his presence known downstairs... i had the worst migrain so i stayed in the bed a little longer... at 630 i took naproxen hoping to kill the headache and knock me out for the day... well it let me sleep until about 1030 then i was just awake... got up and started reading stuff online and chatting intermitently with my husband... i rejoined the 100hr fast group starting at 730 lastnight - will see if i can last as i am not sure what my plans r tonight for dinner yet and that makes it harder...
so this all being said and a recap of my past 24hrs... i guess i will go... it is now noon and i feel the headache coming back... need to see when ican take another naproxen and maybe go to sleep again! sometime i need to log in to my class and complete the assignment... i will... so not worried about it cuz i know i will get it done....
ttyl

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