ok so it is now 1pm and i even though day one was an EPIC failure to unseen limits - i have gone on to day 2 of ABC... this means following the rigid calorie plan - no prob as long as mia stays away...
i woke this am with a bad stomach ach - like nauseated stomach ache... i felt like i was actually sick with a flu or something... got out the bed and did some situps and then alternating leg lifts for 30 minutes... by then it was 6am and time to get the boys up for school... stretching and yawning prevailed and finally they stopped procrastinating and got out of bed and ready for school... bunch of sleepy heads! too many days off makes one lazy!
i got a phone call then and had to go get my youngest from school... great - he is sick, vomitting .... grrrr when will they stop getting sick! they need a break from sickness as much as i need them to havea break! i drive to the school... no good i am having bad dizzy spells and nausea... i hope this goes away...hmmmm i realize i am very thirsty maybe dehydration? idk but after i get him from the office i grab 2 water bottles from the hatchback of the van... we both prob need to replenish... i take a sip and thats all i can muster or i might barf... he holds the bottle and lays back in the seat - he is asleep so quick... i decide i will take care of some errands i really have been procrastinating on just because i havent felt like dealing with it... it as to get done so i go to the YMCA where we havent been since like Aug and cancel the memebrship... i have a family membership at american family fitness and it is 24hrs and the boys can use all the equiptment where at the YMCA all they could basically do was use the pool... had to be 16 to use any equiptment...
next i come home and leave my son resting on the couch while i drive 2 miles to the post office... on base as long as a child is 10 they can be alone up to 4 hrs without an adult - i only plan to be gone a few minutes to mail a package to hubby... i do so as quickly as the line wil let me and come home... when i get home he is sleeping on the couch so i get him up and bring him to my room where it is warm and we snuggle and drift off into dream land... it is near noon when we wake... wow the day is going by fairly fast right now... good - less triggers to cave in to...
i finally get out the bed and bring my laptop to my room and make me a protein shake(55) with chia seeds(25) = 80cals total... well im still working on it... the anxiety of having any calories in me is hard... im struggling with it and it just makes me really want to b/p... i am fighting... me and a good friend are doing the ABC together... we have to do this! i made food logs and a day calendar... we will fill in what food we ate each day - i am doing the print out and on the computer file... but i have both in case i am out when i have something i can write it down... i did ABC last yr - 13 days b/p free - i want to do better than that this yr! so for now, green tea and water every hr... less than 500 cals which will prob just be through protein shakes and chia seeds and then some coffee as well... i will burn the calories when i work out later... i wanted to go to the gymn but i guess thats out again since my baby is sick...
ABC FOOD LOG | |
DATE: DEC 15, 2010 | |
ABC DAY: 2 | CALORIES ALLOWED: 500 |
FOODS ↓: | CALORIES IN FOOD EATEN ↓: |
chia seeds | 25cals |
protein shake | 55 cals |
water | 1 bottle, 0 cals |
DAILY TOTAL: |
so to keep me busy, like my friend, i have made a 'to-do' list... this is my list for today:
Amount Per Serving | ||
Calories | 0 | |
Calories From Fat | 0 | |
% Daily Value | ||
Total Fat | 0 g | 0 % |
Saturated Fat | 0 g | 0 % |
Trans Fat | 0 g | 0 % |
Cholesterol | 0 mg | 0 % |
Sodium | 0 mg | 0 % |
Total Carbohydrate | <1 g | 0 % |
Dietary Fiber | 0 g | 0 % |
Sugar | 0 g | |
Protein | 0 g | |
Vitamin A | 0 % | |
Vitamin C | 0 % | |
Calcium | 0 % | |
Iron | 8 % |
INGREDIENTS
- Product of USA
- Percent Daily Values (DV) are based on a 2,000 calorie diet
JFC White Shirataki Noodles Shirataki Noodles are healthy low carb noodles that taste great when combined with your favorite sauce. Shirataki noodles are a favorite of health-conscious eaters because they are fiber-rich and filling. These low fat noodles allow you to get your pasta fix without packing on the carbs. Shirataki Noodles have a unique aroma. *Parboiling before use is recommended to improve the texture. so all this said and done now - im tired and actually ready to sleep but think i may wait a bit... i really need to do that workout on the elliptical although i know i burned lots of cals with the video... |
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we can do this!
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