why am i so hated!

ok so things have not gone as i had planned... ive failed epically and miserably with keeping food down, however i have been able to limit the purging to under 3x a day - progress right? i guess one can call this baby steps?
anyway so today i woke to great - my period! grrrr!!! no wonder im having such bd cravings for nuts and proteins! so ya i am really having bad cramps and it hurts to move but i got up this am none the less and started early with getting stuff done... first i clipped the coupons (YES i am a coupon nut!) then i organized them according to the groups and how they are located in our local comissary - this way its easier to locate a coupon in a certain aisle... so we holler to the boys to get dressed we are headed out... complaints start flying but i wont hear it - they need to get out the house as much as i do! after everyone is gathered i decide i need coffee to take with me but the pot is empty - grrr... so i make the coffee and ill just get some when we get home - i dont have ay almond milk left to put in it anyway and i hate it black - blech!
we head first to wamart where they carry the almond milk in unsweetened and only 35cals per 8oz cup, luckily i found 2 coupons online for $2 off each carton making it only $1 a half gallon! YAY! so i grab 2 cartons, some chips, some sugar free/calorie free dink mixes and a few other things and go to the checkout lane. my husband pays as i go to the redbox and look for the movies we r wanting to watch and i find 2 - cool. we have movies for tonight now... we leave walmart and head back to the base to go to the comissary... i dont wanna spend a lot of $ i just want to get a few things... i did pretty good getting bread and whole wheat pitas - they are ALWAYS out so we got the 6 packs they had! we use them to make homemade pizzas - perfect size and way healthier! just refridgerate the leftovers and got some great lunches/snacks for the kids for the next few days... so we are at the comissary and i am really having cramps - the boy are nagging and im getting irritated... i just wanna get home and get stuff put away and binge and purge... w get home i organize the fridge, put all the groceries away and then make some sugar free fruit punch... i turn the computer on and sit down... to cramped and lazy to get up and make food - i still havent eaten today or even had my coffee... im hurting too much and just dont feel like it now... i checked my class and i managed a B - i hope it brings the GPA up enough to allow me to finish and not have to take a 6month manadatory break for GPA falling under 3.0 - its only down a bit at 2.92 right now before that class - idk if it will help or hurt me... im nervous but cant change it and i did my best - worked my ass off in this class! so im gonna peel my shoes off and curl up on the couch with my nook and try to feel better... just took some maximum strength pamprin so hope it kicks in soon... as for eating - blech... right now i have no need for any food...i just wanna laydown!