ok so i got up this am and took a long hot shower... got out and got boys up... i got dressed and went down, poured tea into my shaker and then made somemore to steep for tonight...as im yelling at the boys for not doing what they KNOW they are supposed to be doing im also peeling lemons for this cleanse drink - today i am determined i will do this...one problem - my body needs some sort of sugar and i find out in a bit... anyway - so i get the boys to the bus at 655 and head out for my trip to whole foods... i get there at 745 - they arnt open yet grrr... so i sit and text with a friend a bit until they open... i go inside and slowly browse - i know what im here for but i love whole foods... so i look around a bit... eventually i ask for help when i cant find the celtic salt i know they just gotta have it! i was right and i find it... go to the end of same aisle and there is the maple syrup - yay! things are looking up... suddenly the store spins and i grab the shelf next to me to stable myself... wtf... grrr.. ok i get some soy milk and coconut milk, grab some soy italian sausage - i know better it wll be a binge but i have never tried it so... next i go to the gardein frozen foods... i find vegan chicken coron blu - one of my favs.. grrr .... i grab 2 bags thats 4 cordon blus - i have coupons and about to expire - cant let that happen!
mmmm! tasty!!!
so i fnally make my way to the register and pay... i head out and decide to go to trader joes... my husband signs onto yahoo and we r chatting now as i head the 2 block drive... i get there and walk around... organic hormone free eggs - .99$ a dozen so i get 2... find organic lemons and i get 2lbs... head over to the nuts and get some raw almonds and 2 bags of dry roasted /salted pistaccios for my hubby... i walk further down the aisle and there is the syrup - grrrr - it is $2 per container cheaper... oh well not going through hassle of a return... next time i know... they dont have the salt though so it doesnt matter... i find some vegan pulled bbq chicken i get a pack of that and some boca burgers too... man what a day so far! i think thats all so i make my way to pay... i leave and drive 1.9 miles to the barnes and noble to see if they have my sons book - online it said they did... i look all over and the store is 2 story and huge! im looking for a book i have no idea where it would be and cant find anyone who works here - grrrr!!! im starting to get triggered and i know...damn it! where are the associates! i finally walk halfway round the store before i find one... lovely they sold out... she calls the nearby store and they have 1 copy left - i have them hold it and head to pay for the one book and binders i had... i head to the other store... get there and get the book... thankfully - now my son will be happy! so i start to walk to the car and decide to drive across the shopping center to the target and get the new relese ' the karate kid'... i walk through target for a bit... i found a new outfit to workout in and the movie.. i was surprised to see they also carry morningstar products there - yay! so i finally finish my walk about... i got oatmeal and my outfit and some calculators to donate to the school - were on clearance for .25c... i got 4.... i also got my movie and a cool reusable shopping bag - as if i needed another! heading out of target i bee-line to the chinese resteraunt where i binge... when i was in target i nearly passed out and was super shakey - this wont work for a 1hr drive home! i cant pass out while driving - no deff bad idea... tomorrow ill start the cleanse when i dont have to go anywhere and i have all the stuff now... so i finish and decide to walk next door to books a million see if they have the other 2 books to the series - no luck oh well... so i start my drive home... on the way i stop at krogers and buy some more stuff to include a lax tea and a 'healthy fasting' tea - this should come in handy... i next stop at walmart looking for dieters tea - they dont have it but i found some pretty pink panties - lol! i got those and some lax and... something else i dont remember what right now... im so exhausted i just wanna go home now so i head that way... i have one more stop... damn my bra is killing my back... i go into the px buy 2 new ones and 2 boxes of dieters tea and 2 new shaker bottles - they r on sale buy one gt one 50% off so y not right? i also got 4 ritter sports strawberry cream candy bars - one for each of my boys and one for me... i dont need it but im already subconsciously planning a bp when i get home... that and they were for breast cancer awareness week... my husbands aunt just finised chemo or breast cancer so u know...
this is my fav dieters tea! cinnamon spice!
i get home and i am so tired and so glad to be home! my boys are actually getting along... i tell them to make hotdogs for dinner i just cant make anything else tonight i am too tired... i heat up my cordon blu and my sausage and some squash with cheese in the micro and head to my room for my private bp session... i need to feel empty...
want some squash with me?
ok so i think im going to bed soon... my head hurts and i need some rest it will be a long night / day once these kick in and they will make me be in a lot of pain... oh well right - what we do for thin!
i am truly a slave to these eating issues, scale, numbers and all....
tomorrow is a new clean start for a goal of no more mia and grerater weight loss and a healthier me!
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