well day 1 hasnt happened yet...

so i thought i was gonna start mc again fresh right? hasnt happened - i got my damn period! i ruins everything! i dropped to 110 then - period started and now it is stuck bloated and gross at 112! i know it will go down and my goal is 105 by friday... i will make this at whatever costs... this number needs to go down!

so ok well... hmmm today i woke up feeling pretty good ad productive... except the fact the lax i took lastnight did NOTHING! GRRRRR! so all day today i have been drinking dieters tea and had one drink of the cleanse decided im not starting fresh with it until tomorrow... of course that means going to get lemons to grrr... so well lets see... i then proceeded to bp 2x took oep and water pills and forced myself to do the eliptical anyway... the eliptical works muscles in different ways than the bike... so my hopes were that the leg muscle will get better so i cando zumba tomorrow... as for other things happened today? ya lots but i dont feel like bringing it up again... it has been taken care of and my hubby already knows cuz i vented with him and a good friend... no reason to cry over spilt milk - just wipe it up andpour another glass...

so i also did my entire team project section... it was not as hard as i had thought... also did my responses so all i have left is to do my paper tomorrow... should already have it done or at least started but i dont and just dont feel like doing it...so it will come about tomorrow...as for everything else... i did 150 crunches and 20 pushups all i could handle... well lets see bp again after the eliptical... and then i did it again because my weight just wont shift! i took 3 water pills and another cup of tea made with 3 bags...grrr... cant believe nothing is working! i am so sick of drinking stuff and not losing anything! ok but no lax tonight... gonna be free of that a few days in hope that wen i take again they will actually work...

i updated my pic to the right... it is a standing pic and can c my hipbones - FINALLY! i am pleased with that but not happy... another words - getting there but not there yet...
with that i will close!

REMEMBER STAY AWAY FROM THE FOOD!

AND DONT FORGET...

NIGHT!