I hate this weight. I hate being a humunga - saurus - rex... a giganta-saurus... i lost my P b4 for 2 yrs and my weight was higher wish would go again!
Monday, August 29, 2011
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you've come too far to take order from a cookie!!
this just ain't right!
always remember this...
diagnosed as AN w/ BN tendencies - restrict, b/p, other behaviors of AN/BN. I have AN/BN - but I am not pro-Ana. i am trying to define me other than AN/BN. the posts are my thoughts - i need to make them visible. sometimes i write in a journal & sometimes here is better. if u follow my journey i hope u benefit in a positive way & know if u have an ed u are not alone. don't ask for tips, tricks or help with trying to "get" an ed - i won't help someone get sick.
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About Me
- 'Krystal'
- I think the page description says it all... NOT pro-Ana; not giving tips, tricks or helping others get sick or sicker. Here for my own recovery and positive support to anyone no matter where they may be with their ed...
I am not pro-Ana but I still have my thoughts and fears!
you've come too far to take order from a cookie!!
its all about change now...
I am trying to make things different. I am trying to change. I've said this in the past but many things just always stayed the same - my thinking for example. So I am trying to make things better - I can't give up. I have this blog I've ranted and raved and said a lot of raw things but they were my thoughts and emotions at the time so I'm going to keep those posts in th archive.
however, the new blog address is now wannachange2011 because that is my ultimate goal - to finally keep my footing and make the change towards my health and recovery...I hope you'll continue to follow my journey...
however, the new blog address is now wannachange2011 because that is my ultimate goal - to finally keep my footing and make the change towards my health and recovery...I hope you'll continue to follow my journey...
my fears continue to grow!
this just ain't right!
Only determination will get u to ur goals!
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