happy birthday to my baby!

4pm                                                                                        MOOD: anxious, hyper-manic, bored

It is now 4pm. 2day my son is 12 i made him a chocolate cake and gettin ready 2 go make tacos. I think ill skip dinner.

Stomach is acidy. ive already purged 3x today just to relieve some acid. 1x was just tea. Not a good day. ive cleaned the house using my 'to-do' list.

Almost everything is done. weight today was 107.6 and thats down so yay! I feel sad and depressed right now. im worried about $. My sis called it was a trigger.

i understand i owe my mom some money, not a lot - but enough. however its none of my sister’s business - especially since she owes our mom over $20,000! mines is less than $500! idk it just irritated me and triggered me that my sister called asking about something regarding what i owe my mom - thats between mom and me - my sister is not included.

Well gotta go get cookin and do some slicin and dicin to get ready for the dinner...hope i can be strong and not eat!

Oh and - 105 this week would b awesome!