Mood: TRAPPED, betrayed

Well so im not sure im going to keep this blog...someone has betrayed me and well im not safe to disclose my thoughts or feelings -

Not here - not anywhere...so i have to decide what im going to do. I am not even safe to talk to 'friends' or journal...what do i do? Just eat the thoughts?

Eat the feelings? Act on them and eventually let them kill me? Seems it is the only option i have since someone has decided to make it their place to divulge

What i feel or say to others i didnt want to know...somethings are kept from others for a reason! I feel like if u cant respect my privacy - then get the hell off my blog, out of my life and keep ur mouth shut!

So - i guess im a bit pissed to but what do u expect? Supposedly ive made an enemy out of a friend and that person shared with my spouse...

Here is the thing - i didnt know id made any enemies and especially not one with access to my spouse. So that being said - am i even safe writing this???

Anyone wanna be me for a few days? I need a break and need to escape!