12 day hospital stay and finally home!

tuesday dec 27, 2011                                                                                                  345pm

well  im finally home! i was admited last friday night and was in a psyche ward... they apparently only have an ed ward for adolescents - grrr.... well i was supposed to be released wednesday but i wasnt eating enough so the dr didnt let me go he said friday...well then i had a massive reaction to lithium so he mademe stay until monday - i was pissed! he waited ALL day to come in yesterday but finally did at 500pm! i didnt get to leave until 630pm!

when i gt home i knew i hadnt eaten any dinner so i had a container of cheerios (70) and 1c of almond milk (35) and that was all i ate. i have been purge free now since wednesday last week...so like today is day 8! and thats with eating everyday... funny thing is when i got there i lost 3lbs and then gained it back and maintained - today my weight is 93... i never thought i could eat and keep it down and not gain so i am happy...my husband says i look terrible - oh well at least im eating right?

today i had therapy at noon so first went to the px to pick up personal items; thn to toys r us to exchangethe game i got the boys for Christmas - the case was all there but no game!!!!
when i was doe with that my middle son and i headed to my appointment we went early so first we went to cvs... i got a cat toy and a tea for each of us...
appointment time so i went in and i told her all about the hospital and all that stuff and i told her i was eating every day now and 8days purge free and she was all excitd, i also told her i didnt gain any weight while i was there and she said i need to gain or ill end up back in there - i think NOT!!!!!
so we went to the comissary on the way home and picked up some veggies and other things i know i can eat.
for dinner i had 1pc toast (70), 1small salad no dressing 3 small pcs of cauliflower (20), miracle noodles (0),1c protein shake (60), and 1/4c 2% fat cottage cheese... a total for the day of 280...not too bad for the 1st day home...
more tomorrow...