day 3 didnt happen...

so day 3 just didnt happen... i got up at oh 620ish to get the boys ready and off to the bus as usual... i forgot the tea bags upstairs and quite frankly i was too tired to go back up andget them or even to care for that matter... figured id just do it when i got up after laying back down... so ya i took them to the bus then came and went back to bed... i planned to get up fairl early and get my homework done and then idk maybe go to the gym or somethng - didnt quite work that way... nope... i got up and bp on steamed squash with cheese... hen i got online and a little later bp again same thing and also some eggs with cheese - which i couldnt even finish... later i ended up having pizza and m &ms grrr... dmn mia really got me today! so ya thats about all i wanna blog tonight not much in the mood to say anything else... im taking lax in a bit - this has got to stop... i cant keep bp like this so tired of it yet feel like i HAVE to do it...in order to survive...