what does this mean? well yes and no she got through and i failed my fast however i was also somewhat successful... how? well i managed to hold off til 840pm before i caved in to my b/p cravings... thsi means it only happened 1x what a huge change! the past few days for the past few weeks have been time after time with what seemed no end so 1x is way better and somewhat of a success...
OBSTACLES - LIKE FEARS CAN BE OVERCOME!
right now i woke triggered - y? because as i may or may not have posted before i got my period what waS 7 days (not 9 as i had thought) early... however this 'early' period only really was around for 1 day - it played "here today gone tomorrow or am i?" games it was really annoying... well i went to bed with a miserable backache and woke to da da dum - my period GRRRR! explains some of the issue with the bloating and inability to flush my system fully but i shall not give up! when i went to bed after the b/p lastnight i was up to 121.8 (not so bad i suppose) when i woke to pee i was down to 120.6 so i am hoping after i sleep some more it will still continue to drop - already had some water though and prob some coffee when i go downstairs... trying not to cave to my cravings of eggs with cheese right now - yep im low in protein again as my labs said and im totallycraving em to! ive noticed the lower it is in my labs themore i begin to crave em around my period time - there has to be some sort of supplement i can take so i dont need all the cals and dont keep b/p! i think maybe i will try a protein shake in my coffee this am - see if it helps with the cravings? its 55cals and if i add the chia for fiber lets see thats another 25 so a total of 80 cals - maybe i can handle that ill add some miralax too so not so tempted to purge as i drink it... i hope - no i KNOW i can make myself do this... i have to remember ' there is noone in the way but you - you are the onlyone stopping yourself from reaching your goals' this means i have to make myself do it or question how badly do i really want it? ill post more later - this was just a quick morning update all!

SO LADIES AND GENTS - WE CAN DO THIS IF WE SET THE GOALS AND WORK HARD ENOUGH!
IM GAME HOW ABOUT U?
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