well today sux ass for sure!

so i was able to obtain wow a whole $20 and i spent it all on food already and still dont have $ for haircuts for my boys... idk what ima do! i cant pawn anything else - dont have anything else... dont have anything anyone wants to buy at least not for like platos closet or anything... i guess this is gonna be one hell of a week... i checked my account balance and i thought everything had cleared - SO didnt happen! i dont know how im ever gonna get out of this rut with finances! i need to find a way and FAST! anyone give me a job? im a hard worker and very determined! at this point im about to start flippin burgers and i really dont wanna do that! so maybe i can get the taxes done like asap! that would really help but that means really working fast tomorrow... i need the money in the account to stop the damn fees! on top of this my period is so weird and heavy it hurts so bad to move! i want to go to zumba at the gymn tonight but im embarrassed t try and mvoe in front of people so maybe from home this time to keep me active but if it hurts too much wont have to be embarrased to stop...well the tax forms r here now at least so maybe that can help... shall see... just hope they let me do with poa that is printed not original...sorry im really down right now - ill try to post more later...weight is now 119 and im not happy but hoping period will make it go down fast...just fyi - pawn shops suck!