so i have no earthly idea!....

id like to say i weigh only 112lbs but honestly i cant... i cant because i had a SEVERE allergic reaction to the celtic sea salt for the swf! i mean it was AWEFUL! i went from my 114lbs to in a matter of hrs 138! i freaked out! i was soooo swollen!

I AM SO SWOLLEN U CANT EVEN TELL WHERE MY ANKLES BEGAN!

so when this happened i was really scared! even worse my face was so swollen almost closed my eyes! my own husband said i was SCAREY when i sent him a pic! so i should have gone to the er right? nope - not me... i decided to take lax instead and clean mysef out really fast... the weight has gone back down and the swelling as well... problem is - i am STIL swollen! what does this mean? TRIGGER! i have not been able to stop myself from b/p! i was supposed to start the cleanse today - but no- i had to b/p all day! all this aweful swelling is driving me nuts and im stuck at 124! so tomorrow i have labs asap in the am - then tomorrow night will be anothe lax night - hardcore. i have GOT to get this junk out of my system and my weight back to where it was at least!
so i made cookies with my son and we packaged em in a couple tins... ive been b/p on things like homemade broccoli and mac n cheese and then like the mini - chickens or ham... ueah it sux! i know im supposed to be vegeatarian going back to vegan - so far not happening grrr....tonights additional binge is yogurt with honey bunches of oats with almonds... im going nuts not being able to control this mout of mine!
as for my son - he seems to be doing better - yay! he has been eating and no real complaints but he has sid his booty is sore lol! i gave him some vaseline and it seems to have helped - so i hope he get worse again... ill try to post more either later or tomorrow since i have a paper due tonight and have printed the article out - thats as far as ive gotten! yikes!